And I'm off 02

So I guess now is when it becomes real.
Im in the plane, I have the whole row to my self.
Getting on the plane and seeing small black women as Stuartest wearing white robes makes you understand that yes, this plane is on the way to Ethiopia 🇪🇹.
I am going to do my small part on bringing the Jewish Ethiopians back. 3000 years is klong enough, it is finally time.
When G-d told isiae that he will collect the jews from the 4 corners in the world, we'll I guess Ethiopia was on that list.
Up till now in the back of my head I had that fear of "what if I don't succeed" what if this whole effort is a flop? All this money down the drain. But now it is ll behind me. It doesn't matter if i fail or succeed. Why matters is that I am doing my part, I am putting my shoulder under the stretcher. Just being part of the returning of the Jewish people is enough of a thrill, rush for me.
I used to read books of the Jewish people coming to the land in the late 1800s, then early 1800s, after the holocost, the Russians in the 90s.  All in the best, and I would wish that I could be back then and help and be part of the process, but all of those dreams is just the easy way out of acting now . At the time they must of know that something big was happening bit probably not knowing that they where writing one of the biggest parts of history. The first time ever a people returns to a land after 2000 years of exile.
Well, I don't know if I'm writing history bow, maybe I'm just being a child, trying to do a dream. Some of my friends at home think that I'm just looking for adventure, anther good excuse to get away from doing the right thing.
But all excuses aside.
Now I am taking off to a new arison, now I am tackling one of my strongest fears : to fail, and to loose throw away money.
But I am putting my trust in the one above as he said "open up just a tiny opening for me the size of the point of a needle, and I will open up for you, like the doorway of the tabernacle.
Amen